Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Bad... really bad... I'm slightly wheezing and coughing more now... Sigh... 25 yrs 1 day old le...

Maybe that shooting star really is an omen...

Got stopped by a lady on the way to Swensens yesterday. Didn't know who she was. She just stopped me cuz I was walking too fast in between throngs of people. I hate getting caught in between chatting people while walking... Anyway, the lady just asked "Why you walk so fast? Where you heading too? Are you busy?"... Thing is... I DO NOT KNOW HER. She doesn't look like a surveyor (plenty of them yesterday... just leave me alone man...), but I didn't know what she wanted. The rest were equally dumbfounded. She acted like she had known me for ages... Quite weird...

More on Swensens: I had curry chicken baked rice. Not too bad, though today's one is more hotter than usual. The rest mostly had baked rice too. We had Earthquake later too. With me eating the flavour of the month: chewinggum something. Tastes weird... Hmm. My present from them is that treat and some chocolates. Maybe I will bring to class on Friday since I can't and won't take chocolates anymore. Gotta start taking care of myself le.

Been thinking the whole day about myself. Am I trying too hard? Am I just pretending to be happy everyday? And not just deciding "I don't want to think so much anymore"? Though I say that, my mind sometimes still goes into hyperdrive, thinking of all sorts of possible scenarios... Am I really faking that happiness? I have no idea. I just have no idea.

I felt that I shouldn't have to go through this. Why is it that some other people are quite successful until to the extent you see them change girlfriends like clothing? Not that I'm advocating it's good. But what is it they have, possess that I don't? I just really wonder. Sigh... I am really sick and tired of people saying the same things to me... Really... Noone sees the other side of me. Nvm... I feel so tired...

Btw, Happy Birthday Janet & James (& whomever is also celebrating today, sorry I can't really remember your days...)! I've never expected Janet to be 1 day younger than me! Haha. Janet is the lady whom is in-charge of the Power Rangers performance.

yOU aRE iN mY wORLD @ 5:35 PM