Thursday, February 01, 2007

I'm feeling much better I guess... Still dun really know how to face her? Haha... The combination of everything... That cold sore... That fever... Horror of not even understanding the advance engine maths... Everything... just served to make it more difficult for me? Haiz...

I really do want to continue this friendship... But it's just this... I still dunno really how to face her! Argh! Wassup with me... I think I screwed up her good intentions big time now... I'm not mad at her actually... just really fustrated with myself...

Why that topic of you thinking about someone else didn't seem to come up again? I mean, who would want to hear about the person you like/love thinking about someone else... It's just too hard even for me... Really... Ok I did tell you my share... but those were in the past tense context... So yeah... =X

& I felt like an idiot for not understanding you still... not meaning I hate you! I think we both got that wrong on that aspect... It's not you I'm angry at really... It's me. =)

Meanwhile... I'll try to get back to normal... Anything else... let's just put it off till the future comes a'knockin... Then we'll see what happens...

Forgive me for being such an ass?

yOU aRE iN mY wORLD @ 1:00 PM

Oh shit... my face is starting to peel... Oh no oh no...

yOU aRE iN mY wORLD @ 2:15 AM